Part of my Thesis Research class requires I write a blog about my journey through such. What better way to start off than by writing a Self-Assessment. One always gets asked: What is something you are good at? We think the question and answer are quite simple. However, the real question should be: What are one's professional interests, knowledge, skills, strengths, and weaknesses? Here the answer is more difficult to articulate at once.
In my attempt to answer that same question, I have come to see that most of the answer lies within a recent project for which I am very proud of. On a prior class I did a website, www.weddingsbyrenzo.com, as part of a project. Through this project, came evident that being persistent and eager to learn one can accomplish almost anything. With time, I have found out that on every project I tend to be the one person that takes the leadership role: I would schedule things, create goals, do checkups, organize ideas, keep things go as planned. Is not an easy role, but the fact I'm an older sibling might be the reason I was able to take on such role without hesitating. After all, in life we always come to a moment when we must overcome an obstacle, mine being able to ask for help and guidance when I don't know the subject. In such cases I use my organizational skills and pin it on a calendar to go and ask an expert on such subject, without marking it down until i do so. Personally is frustrating but helps since I have a mild OCD problem so whatever I write on my agenda I have to do it. These skills get me praises from close colleagues because if I didn't keep everything written down, I would probably forget about half of my to-do's and would never finish projects.
After long self-research, I came up with this top 5 strengths of mine. This been that the top 2 are the ones I have master not only through school and day to day experiences; but, at the jobs I've had have always been a pivotal role on my positions. The two after are ones I am not particularly most excited to use on a daily basis, but I am most proud of since they are my secret master skills until today. Can't say there are some of the skills on the list that are more important than other, since all of them together help build a successful business: which is my final goal. Although, I feel there is room for improvement, a skill I would like to acquire is curiosity. I love research and numbers but when it comes to find answers that are way out of reach, I simply give up. This is a skill I have to acquire if I want to stay relevant.
Now the fun part, my weaknesses. In this category I feel is more focused to my capacity as a UI/UX Designer rather than as a designer overall. By this I mean that i think I am a strong UI/UX designer, however, i lack the skill of being able to do the back end and overall coding of a website or an app. As a designer I feel competent to do logos, posters, some video editing; but when it comes to heavy illustration motion graphics I feel just like the Titanic hitting the iceberg. Simply I have no interest on such field and I haven't dedicated much time to learn more about how to use the software for such purpose. For example, a project that I really found interesting because included in a way coding, motions graphics, and UI/UX was a project for Creative Coding class where I used Houdini in order to do an audio visualization/motion graphic.
These are the most notorious weaknesses I found so far. I have become aware that when on a team these play a major role as to what roles not to fall into, for instance not being in charge of the motion piece of the project, or having to do all of the research on my own. Not that I won't do it, simply prefer not to be put into those position but if needed I would ask for someone more competent than me on those fields to be my partner. It has come to my attention that this weak skills come from both a lack of interest in learning more about it and a lack of training, something that if given the time and right tools could be fixed. Simply between school, work, home, motherhood, starting a business, and taking care of myself it is difficult to find time to polish skills. *Not an excuse, more of an observation.*
Due to this weaknesses I would like to use my Thesis project to work on these. Not sure exactly yet how my thesis will align with my weaknesses but I'm confident that within a few weeks my strengths will help me decide that real quickly.